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Life in the Pyrocene: The West      in the Era of Climate Change

Life in the Pyrocene: The West in the Era of Climate Change

Sometimes you don’t see the San Gabriels until the streets stop and the mountains start. The veil suddenly thins, and there they are, in height and magnitude overwhelming. You plunge into a canyon flanked with soaring slopes before you realize you are out of town. The San Gabriel Mountains are as rugged as any terrain in America, and their extraordinary proximity to the city, the abruptness of the transition from the one milieu to the other, cannot be exaggerated.

            John McPhee, Los Angeles Against the Mountains

 Should an ember ignite the canyon one day, what would I want to save, what would be too painful to lose?

             Ruben Martinez, A Political Ecology of Fire in Los Angeles

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Meredith Monk: Calling
Art and Culture, Poetry, Travel, Poland, Performance, FILM Louise Steinman Art and Culture, Poetry, Travel, Poland, Performance, FILM Louise Steinman

Meredith Monk: Calling

November 6, Amsterdam, Oude Kerk

Every year on March 9th, at half past eight a.m. at the Solstice, the first ray of sunlight falls on the tomb of Saskia Uylenburgh—Rembrandt's beloved wife— in Amsterdam's Oude Kerk, the city’s oldest building (built in 1302) and as well, one of its newest art institutions.

Now it’s chilly November, the sky dark grey, and I’m walking from Amsterdam’s central station, through the De Waal (Red Light) district, to the entry of the Oude Kerk. This mammoth building is now the venue for a remarkable series of installations comprising the first-ever European survey of the work of polymath artist (choreographer; composer; performer; filmmaker) Meredith Monk. The retrospective, “Calling: Meredith Monk” is being presented in two cities, Amsterdam and Munich, in celebration of the artist’s 80th birthday and her sixty years of prolific art-making.

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Bending the River

Bending the River

Crowned with a hard hat and a sporting a Day-Glo orange vest, I stand in the middle of the vast channel of the Los Angeles River, our river—that runs fifty-one miles to the sea. On a searing hot July afternoon, I’m listening to artist Lauren Bon explain her Bending the River project to a small group of people participating in a tour. I’m trying to understand what it is I’m seeing.

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A Day in Radomsko

A Day in Radomsko

Preface

IN THE SPRING of 2021, KARTA Center in Warsaw brought out a Polish translation of my book, The Crooked Mirror, nine years after its publication in the United States. The book chronicles my decades-long immersion in the discomforting, sometimes surreal, and ultimately healing process of Polish-Jewish reconciliation.

I first visited Poland in 2000 and was privileged to observe, in that more hopeful time, the nation’s new openness to historical inquiry about its past after forty years of Communist rule, when it was taboo to discuss Polish collaborators, pogroms, or the killings of returning Jews after the war. I met brilliant artist-activists who were finding ways to commemorate the Jewish absence in their midst and to educate their communities about a history in danger of being lost or obscenely distorted. I also saw fresh stirrings of Jewish life in Poland, and a touching inquisitiveness among the young about Jewish identities kept hidden after the war.

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Greenwriting on the Skarpa

Greenwriting on the Skarpa

It’s dark when we arrive at Katy’s house in the Polish countryside, early fall, 2019. My friend and I, both road-weary, climb a flight of wooden stairs to retire. My friend installs herself in the bedroom of Katy’s daughter, Magda, now a young doctor in London. I bed down in the room that belongs to Katy’s son, Sammy, a classics major at the University of Warsaw. Everywhere there are stacks of book, fascinating books. Philosophy. History. Poetry. Books in Polish. Books in English. I want to look at all of them, but I’m so sleepy. Before I crash, I peek into Katy’s room/studio, noting piles of notebooks, vibrant watercolors. A chorus of frogs serenades me through the open window as I fall asleep.

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The Verb To Inquire
Education, Los Angeles, Pandemic, Poetry, social justice Jennifer Essen Education, Los Angeles, Pandemic, Poetry, social justice Jennifer Essen

The Verb To Inquire

Every Friday afternoon, I have been tutoring a fourth grader named Delilah, whom I view through a screen on Zoom. During the pandemic, Delilah’s school is the bedroom she shares with her two brothers. Her desk is her bunk bed.  The family rarely goes out. Her mother quit her job to monitor the three kids’ schooling. Last December, they all got Covid. Her little brother bounces on the bed behind her, desperate for attention. Her older brother is playing a video game, with volume on high. After our first meeting, I cried. Delilah had no books. Everything was on the screen. She told me her eyes hurt after so many school hours on Zoom. 

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January 6, 2022

January 6, 2022

I'm walking the Silverlake staircases, listening to the audio version of Colm Toibin’s marvelous novel, The Magician, about Thomas Mann. I’m struck to learn how slow Thomas Mann was to understand the dangers posed by the National Socialists in Germany. Mann held such a deep belief in the staying power of German culture, a world of cosmopolitanism, a culture that treasured Wagner and Mahler, Goethe and Rilke. He was convinced those Nazis would “go away." Even as his eldest son and daughter Klaus and Erica became vocal anti-Nazis, Mann remained unperturbed. After the Nuremberg rally in 1933, his son Golo literally cut out articles from different German papers and laid them out on the dining room table. Look at these, he demanded of his father. “One article says 40,000 attended. Another says 100,000. They will not go away.”

For a break from reading about the rise of the Third Reich, I watched the unsettling and mesmerizing film, “State Funeral” by the Ukrainian director Sergei Loznitza (viewable on www.mubi.com).

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